XNXX for comfort when my stepdad beat me for jerking

Back in high school, I got caught watching porn in the library during lunch and was made fun of by my friends and even some teachers for the rest of my time there. It wasn’t anything serious—just me trying to understand my own sexuality during puberty. They called me a "sick fuck" for watching videos of horses having sex with women, but I actually thought the way the horses looked and how they handled things was pretty cool. I just appreciated good anatomy. I was looking for a way to deal with my feelings, but the world back then wasn’t ready for people who liked that kind of stuff.

People would throw dog poop at me and yell "woof woof" when they found out I watched what they considered bestiality, which I now call proto-furry porn.

I was called a "horse fucker" all through high school, even by younger kids. My reputation as a "horse fucker" ruined any chance I had with women, but I didn’t care. I had the late 2000s internet to help me deal with my urges. My classmates wasted a lot of time, energy, and sometimes money chasing real girls, while I had sites like XNXX to take care of me.

Over time, I moved from bestiality porn to pure furry content, which was starting to become more popular on XNXX.

This site became a safe place for me, especially when my mom beat me with a belt after I spent all her credit card money on in-game items for MMORPGs. Even when my internet was blocked, I’d go to a local internet café to watch videos from this site. I was kicked out of that place when they found out I used it for that, which was really unfair—what else am I supposed to do? I even turned to XNXX for comfort when my stepdad beat me for jerking off into his socks, which were better quality and easy to wash.

For better or worse, this site has been a safe space for me and others who have strong sex drives and need a variety of XXX videos to cope.

I love XNXX because it has a huge collection of different kinks, themes, and genres available for free.

This site has hundreds of categories in its own section, covering almost every possible theme and genre in pornography, including things like physical appearance, sexual activities, positions, role-play, and more.

I’m really impressed by how many categories there are, but I’m sure I’ve fapped in public more times than there are categories here.

XNXX also has a massive tag section with tons of tags.

Sometimes I go straight for tags that have "pity fuck" in them because getting a girl to fuck me because she feels sorry for me is one of my top three fantasies (the others are watching my girlfriend have sex with a muscular man and having sex with a furry). I know there are plenty of guys out there who aren’t into that, and some who would have sex with girls just because they feel sorry for them.

XNXX works really well on mobile.

I didn’t have a smartphone until 2017 because I didn’t have a job and relied on my mom for money. It took me six months to save up for a $150 phone, but it was worth it. Now I can watch all the porn I want on it for free. I have to use WiFi because I can’t afford a 3G plan, but there are plenty of free WiFi spots in public places like libraries and malls. I can go to the bathroom there, watch a quick video on XNXX, and the site works perfectly on mobile.